I wanted to..

I wanted to talk to you whole night,though i chose too maintain silence..
I wanted to dive down in your eyes,though i chose to neglect eye-connections..
I wanted to hold your hand,though i just slipped my own fingers in each other..
I wanted to have those night walks again,though i chose to walk alone now..
I wanted to hug you badly,though i chose to just wave hand from distance..
I wanted to kiss u madly,though i decided to just show u up a curve on my lips…
I wanted to love u crazily,though when u wanted..i chose to let you go..
I never wanted end up with u,so i just kept a hope..

(My first try in english..Suggestions are welcomed)